Basil's Brain

... i fear you not i embrace your coming when you are due for i have learnt You are the ONE certain the ONLY reality in this temporary journey. i thank you ... for i now see and feel differently i am learning to brush off trivialities accepting LIFE for what IT IS letting GO frivolity ... for that's what IT IS transient in THAT moment and nothing more. i am humbled and at peace DEATH ... you have given me freedom to be me, to fly high and be what i want to be everything i am meant to face IS but a passing phase ... i know the TRUTH that lies ahead IS the REAL beginning.

She hardly smiles dimples appear when she does compliments abound She laughs heartily... NO restrain old school chides new age applauds Good jokes unfurl her make her day and brighten views Satire satisfy her sharing "secrets" with few others... She IS funny! without effort A stand up comedian to her friends She loves a GOOD laugh guffaws with tears spilling out & falling apart! She cannot contain laughter... IT must be let OUT! fully...with abandon.

Basil's MIND: Uncertainty : Are you always certain in your decisions? How do you determine nothing will go wrong? Why does uncertainty creep in? What is the demarcat...

Are you always certain in your decisions? How do you determine nothing will go wrong? Why does uncertainty creep in? What is the demarcation between the two? i can be so certain it's a lovely day... yet a pimple can change it to uncertainty... to go out in confidence Somehow the day is marred by something on my face. Where does certainty and uncertainty come from then? My feelings/emotions? or thinking/reasoning? A reaction from an occurrence completely beyond my control? When does the transition from certainty to uncertainty begin? Is it when i lose control? Do i have control over it in the first place? i am certain as i am,as certain can be... and i am uncertain as i allow myself to be... which can be as often and frequent;i cannot say for certain. AND THAT is alright...THIS uncertainty. just like my pimple,it'll go away. It may leave a scar but that's fine. i will be fine...it's NOT a forever scar; THIS uncertainty.

Wrap me in your strength envelop me in your LOVE Cocoon me in your adoration lift me with your respect Support me with your trust i'll stand by you with loyalty Embrace you in totality comfort you with warmth Surround you with LOVE hold you in admiration.