Facing My Fears.

Feel it, Face it head on & Forge ahead anyways!.

Even when you're doubtful, scared & shaking ....

Accept THAT sometimes you need to do what you don't want to.

Relief, reward and redemption are what you'll get, feel and learn in the end.

Over the past week, i have learnt that it's my own fears which keep me from achieving and experiencing so much more. To take the plunge and do what i want to do ....

It's easy to blame current conditions and circumstances in life but upon deeper reflection, i've realised that i've ONLY myself to blame for all those lost opportunities and missed chances.

THIS reflection had occurred before whenever i let go of what could have been .... Accompanied by anger at being a coward and not taking risks. However, a niggling voice would temper down the feelings and thoughts with practical reasoning and justifications.

We always find a reason to feel better after we have lost what could have been life changing in good ways .... Simply because we don't want to continue living in remorse and regret.

Nevertheless, there comes a time when we realise that THIS ugly, destroying and unfruitful pattern has to come to an end. The acceptance THAT our own fears prevent us from moving forward and enjoying limitless possibilities.

Accepting is the first step to give us the courage and strength to take small risks which is a positive start. A progress in the right direction of not allowing fears to cripple or rob us of opportunities.

It's my baby step ... of just doing rather than overthink and overanalyse every single thing!. To let go of baseless doubts and unfounded worries. It's a liberating feeling, testing boundaries and knocking down walls i had placed in my life .... What i believed were protective cocoons from getting hurt, failing, rejections and all other negativity springing from FEAR.

It's a process ... breaking down old barriers yet i embrace and welcome THIS newfound freedom!.